so back in the country. sad, but thank god. i missed the US as much fun as i was having
Cancun was really fun, i got so much darker than i really needed to be, oh well, i like it. The food did get me sick and i drank too much one night and was sick. but the drinks were amazing and the bartenders loved me, i mean who wouldnt :) haha. so there was swimming with dolphins and jet skiiing on the Gulf. it was fun, but i missed my friends! especially with steph leaving in a week....

ah. i dont even want to think about it. summer is ending, everyone is leaving and i'm freaking out. feel like i need all this stuff for school that i really dont or already have. i've just been very stressed and anxious lately. its just weird that in 19 days i leave everything i know as "normal" and "comfortable" my friends mean everything to me, especially these past few years when i've needed their help with everything, i want things to change but i dont. i somehow dont think i'm ready to leave them. we've talked about getting out of this town for years, and now its coming and we're all just scared. i'm excited to meet new people but sometimes i just know i'm going to miss everyone back home and all the retarded things we do. my life is changing and i dont think i'm ready for it.

well at least i have my Westfield boy on campus with me, its going to make hanging out and seeing each other so much easier.